the people who make my darkness disappear...

wow..this is just it:

don't you hate being stuck on the end (just in general)
don't you hate being the one who is not getting the encouragement like others are
don't you hate whenever someone is doing something bad over and over again and you still get blamed for it...

but i know this for a fact:

I love being the one who tries to over achieve even if others don't see it
I love doing the best you can do
and I love having fun with all hard work.


what keeps me going at the things i do (such as sports) are love expressions above.
also people/inspirations in life:
1. JB- what can i do without those boys. very pure, worthy, funny, and loving even though they don't know you!
2. Demi Lovato- she is very strong and independent. her words inspire me.
3. Taylor Swift- her songs..the fact that she writes them herself and about actual reality helps me cope with certain things. example: her song fifteen, explains so much
4. Angelina Jolie- yes i know random but she is pretty much awesome at stunts and she is just fit and sexy!
5. family/friends- there for me, love them forever.

well i guess that expresses enough for tonight...
by the way im gonna inclued some extra things:
- taylor swift tour dates (tickets are going to be as low as $20)
February 10: San Antonio, TX
March 1: Plant City, FL
March 20: Houston, TX
April 23: Evansville, IN
April 24: Jonesboro, AR
April 25: St Louis, MO
April 30: Charleston, SC
May 1: Jacksonville, FL
May 2: Biloxi, MS

May 14: Spokane, WA
May 15: Seattle, WA
May 16: Portland ,OR
May 17: Yakima, WA
May 21: Phoenix, AZ
May 22: Los Angeles, CA
May 23: Las Vegas, NV
May 24: San Diego, CA

May 26: Salt Lake City, UT
June 4: Enterprise, AL
June 11: Baltimore, MD
June 12: Greensboro, NC
June 24: Oshkosh, WI
June 25: Caddott, WI
July 8: Calgary, Alberta
July 10: Craven, Saskatchewan
July 11: Winnipeg, Manitoba

July 16: Twin Lakes, WI
July 17: Columbus, OH
July 18: Charleston, WV
July 23: Cheyenne, WY
July 24: Rapid City, SD
July 25: Minot, ND

August 7: Detroit Lakes, MN
August 9: Omaha, NE
August 27: New York, NY
August 28: Uncasville, CT

August 29: University Park, PA
August 30: Louisville, KY
September 4: Greenville, SC
September 5: Charlotte, NC
September 10: Lafayette, LA
September 11: Bossier City, LA
September 12: Birmingham, AL

September 25: Dallas, TX
September 26: Little Rock, AR
September 27: Tulsa, OK
October 1: Cleveland, OH
October 2: Grand Rapids, MI
October 3: Pittsburgh, PA
October 8: Indianapolis, IN
October 9: Chicago, IL
October 10: Minneapolis, MN

- joe jonas i want to see you Shake your "tail-feather" to "Single Ladies" by Beyonce but i would much rather see you TRY to wrestle and win against big rob.. HAHA!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2OzUYlfuHE8&feature=channel_page

- demi lovato live chat sunday!
http://www.ustream.tv/channel/demi-lovato

- just dance remix is amazing and flo rida's song head spin round or something i cant find it but i love these songs!

ok so for real ill blog later.